January 27, 2021
I’m watching The Bachelor. Ya. Weird in and of itself. And then I find myself turning my head when they kiss. What’s that about? I find it rather disgusting. Is it because he kisses so many women, sequentially, like the women are on an assembly line? Or is it because kissing is intimate to me, and it feels like watching something that should be private? Or is it that kissing doesn’t figure into my life in a big way. Maybe it’s too intimate for me, even more intimate than sex, so it makes me uncomfortable. Most sex starts with kissing. And I’m not saying it doesn’t with me. But kissing doesn’t last very long before other things get on. It’s just weird I have this reaction. I never used to. Or I don’t remember it anyway.
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