cocodensmoreJun 132 min readMemoirsAt some point, coming up in the elevator probably, the threshold had been crossed and conquered.June 23, 2018 The first time with Jeff was… searching for a description. I’ll have to come back to this later. I went down in the...
cocodensmoreJun 136 min readMemoirsWe were both in torment, and our torment united us and bound us to one another.November 6, 2021 There are these formulas for how long it takes to get over someone. I even found a really good article about it titled...
cocodensmoreJun 133 min readMemoirsI’m only sorry it ended, and badly. As most affairs do.December 21, 2019 I’m remembering my last time with Jeff. After, always during that brief period after, I was lying facing him, my arm...
cocodensmoreJun 134 min readMemoirsI chose the affair, chose to have the affair, precisely because I wouldn’t have to go below the surface.June 14, 2018 The love I have for Jeff is so tip of the iceberg love. We have nothing in real life. No commitment. No history. No true...
cocodensmoreJun 132 min readLiving With Mental IllnessI'm stuck in the in between.June 19, 2018 It’s the fourth week that I’ve been avoidance sleeping by day, up most of the night. Occasionally, there will be an...