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cocodensmore
Aug 26, 20224 min read
Bed of Nails
February 17, 2021 Journal Entry Thoughts of suicide are heavy this morning. Early this morning. I could not sleep, got up at 2 am. Just...
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Aug 17, 20223 min read
Bipolar on the Job
I moved from Washington State in April 2016 to take a prestigious management job with a major corporation headquartered in Louisville....
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cocodensmore
Aug 10, 20223 min read
I fail. I fail. I fail. I fail. I die.
February 21, 2018 Journal Entry I turned to the internet in desperation, my alone pain is so ugly and strong this evening. I typed in the...
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Jul 31, 20224 min read
Too much
January 5, 2018 Journal Entry This is probably the lowest I’ve been ever. I’ve been crying for hours and hours, all day pretty much....
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Jul 31, 20223 min read
Black Sheep Deadly Alone
December 27, 2017 Journal Entry I was very young, probably 5 or 6. My grandparents were having a house built on the farm and it wasn’t...
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