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cocodensmoreAug 17, 20223 min readLiving With Mental IllnessBipolar on the JobI moved from Washington State in April 2016 to take a prestigious management job with a major corporation headquartered in Louisville....
cocodensmoreAug 10, 20223 min readLiving With Mental IllnessI fail. I fail. I fail. I fail. I die.February 21, 2018 Journal Entry I turned to the internet in desperation, my alone pain is so ugly and strong this evening. I typed in the...
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