cocodensmoreMar 21, 20231 min readLiving With Mental IllnessI have to write then take a Klonipin and lie down and breath. It's so hard so hard.July 15, 2017 Dear Dani, I’m going to move when my lease is up. My apartment is too expensive. I don’t have a landing spot yet. And I...
cocodensmoreMar 21, 20232 min readLiving With Mental IllnessI get why it’s me. Maybe. Or maybe thinking I get why it’s me is a delusion.July 12, 2017 So I laid down, I slept, but now I’m up. I’m up. This is good. As long as I don’t stay up all night. You know that verse,...
cocodensmoreMar 21, 20232 min readLiving With Mental IllnessI hope and pray Damon gets well. He's a wonderful man.Summer 2017 Writings from the Nuthouse The day Damon was admitted, we were in the pantry together getting coffee and snacks. I introduced...
cocodensmoreMar 21, 20231 min readLiving With Mental IllnessIt sounds like a bee’s nest in my head.June 6, 2017 It sounds like a bee’s nest in my head. Only not buzzing, more like the sound of thousands of people’s voices during...
cocodensmoreMar 21, 20232 min readLiving With Mental IllnessSpinning and anxiety and fear and it won't stop.June 1, 2017 Me: I can't sleep. This is the third night. I'm manic. It's really quite horrible being in my head. It won't stop. Spinning...